Friday, July 20, 2007

this week hasnt really been a nice one.
tests just keep coming.
there's more next week. ):

i havent exactly started studying for prelims either.
i am so dead. but apparently.
i'm still relaxed. thats just not good.
maybe iLL start panicking soon. lol.

ohyes. amath drived everybody nuts today.
how amusing. we were making a lot of noise about RV.
and laughing over our silly diagrams.
how it isnt proportionate so we cant find the answer.
and which direction is which ?
even mrs lim went high okayy.
ohblahhblahh. my amath is dying. i need help.
ohsigh.






i was sixteen when suddenly
i wasnt that little girl you used to see.
but your eyes still shined
like pretty lights.

; _reminiscence
11:53 PM

Saturday, July 07, 2007

i've decided to post again today.
cuz its a nice date (:
070707.
i have 8 more minutes to 080707.
iLL make a quick one.

happy birthday sherman (:

; _reminiscence
11:39 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

hello world.
i have decided to post again.
amazing huh ?

okayy. i promised eileen.
SEE EILEEN. uhh. yeah.
she's the most wonderful junior
a senior can have. trust me.
okayy. maybe more like a younger sister luhh.
she has BEEEEEEG BEEEEEEEEEG eyes.
and i swear she's GORGEOUS.
anyway. this three years i've known you.
its just amazing how we got so close.
laugh at each other. even cry on each other.
and yes. you're a real blessing ! i dont know what
i'd do without you around during cca.
it really feels awkward when you're not around.
and for the past few months i've been really really down.
thankyou so much for the support
and advice you've given me.
i know. i scolded you like 76345890765 times.
i'm sorry luhh. i also wanted you to improve (;
look how much you've grown (:
from some little girl in sec one
to some gorgeous lady now.
and i'd say you've improved alot too.
more to that. you've been a really really great friend.
you know practically everything about me luhh huhh !
especially stupid random and weird stuffs that happen to me.
haha. and those spastic times we had together.
super fun luhh !
yeah. just thankyou so much !
we've been through alot.
so KEEP HOLDING ON my dear ((:

i'm so gonna proudly declare this.
I LOVE EILEEN CHEONG !! ((:
yayee (:







and you.
i'm actually fine without you.

; _reminiscence
8:28 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

okayy.
i know i havent updated for ten thousand years.
and its probably ten years since the MYEs are over.
but it's okayy.
i'm back (:
i've been too lazy to update luhh.

BUT THANKYOU
DANIELWONGANRENDANCEPART !

the new skin you see is designed
by the one and only daniel. haha.
its uhh. supposed to be a birthday gift.
i guess its really belated. but its okayy !
i think it looks pretty cute ((:
the previous one was uhh. black.
this one's WHITE (:

and yes. my homework is still
undone. ohsigh.
i will complete them as much as possible.






when you walk away
i count the steps that you take.

; _reminiscence
10:52 PM

Friday, May 04, 2007

hello world.
MYEs have started.
jiayou ((:

iLL blog again after the exams.



i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
even though going on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend i'm ok
but that's not what gets me

what hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away
and never knowing
what could have been
and not seeing that loving you
is what i was tryin' to do

it's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go
but i'm doin' it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
still harder
getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken





yeah. thats what hurts the most.

; _reminiscence
7:31 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

i've got to tell the whole world.
AHSCO GOT GOLD.
WE GOT GOLD !
whooohoooo !!

"编号5。圣公会中学，
Anglican High School...
... GOLD !"

that sentence was what we wanted to hear.
its been two years of sweat and blood.
literally. and now this.
there's no better feeling in the world.
tears just came down so naturally.
tears of JOY (: whoooo !
and the mass sending of smses.
and calls that literally made me scream
my lungs out while breaking the news to them.
DELIRIOUS.

GOLD.
we all gave it our best on stage.
i'm glad. none of you regretted.
all your hard work has paid off.
AHSCO. you guys were
ABSOLUTELY AWESOME MANN !
we rocked SCH.
we rocked the judges' socks (as eileen would say).
WE ROCK LAAHHHH !!

you guys taught me to believe in the impossible.
because you guys went the distance.
that GOLD is rightfully ours.
we got it BACK. after so long.
that feeling's super shiok luhh.
i'm on a HIGH.
but i dont care. cuz we got a GOLD.
first to bring the school honour this SYF ((:

you guys were FANTASTIC.
i love AHSCO (:













and there were times
i thought of you.
i miss you.
damn it.

; _reminiscence
9:47 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

i said iLL do a proper update !
so there !

i've been feeling random and all.
for uhh. the past few days.
yepp. i just came back from concert.
and ohmygosh.
those who went to watch should be
pretty nervous/worried/stressed
over SYF huh ?

i'm SUPER stressed.
cuz our standard's not where it should be. YET.
GO AHSCO !
pleaseplease prac hard for the week
before SYF. we CAN do it ! yayee !
do your best on stage
and not regret that you could do better or
prac more after the whole thing.
no regrets okayy ? JIAYOU (;

okayy. i feel random.





sharyl (:






sharyl and i (:






sharyl and lydia.
lydia looks like she's
disgusted with sharyl's pose
haha (:









we were being evil.
the smaller cup's ms ding's
ours is the bigger one.
thats ALOT of difference (:



exchange on saturday:







i found huimin.
my long lost sister
<3











yan en, lynette, me, michael.
i still remember THAT camp.

; _reminiscence
11:05 PM